by David Lloyd, GNM Clinician

Yes, skin moles can be monsters or mush.

I first noticed a skin mole on my head when I was around 22 years old. I thought it was just a misfortune and I was destined to have this slightly embarrassing mole on my head for the rest of my life. It was in my left hairline about 2cm into the hair. I thought I was lucky that it was in my hairline and hopefully less noticeable to others.

The mole itself was about 1cm at its largest point. I have had it scraped off two times, once when I was in my 30s and again when I was in my mid-40s. However, it kept coming back over time.

Hunting for the DHS

After understanding more of German New Medicine (GNM), I was on a mission to find the triggering life shock (DHS) that started my skin mole. Last fall I thought I had finally found the DHS associated with it.

I had been dating a girl for about 2 months in my third year of college when I was 21. I was completely crushing on her. Young love, thought she would follow me through life, great intimacy, beautiful flaxen hair, she had the body that guys can't help but stare at. I wanted her to be my queen! Everywhere we went, other guys would look at her, too. She obviously led me on a little too much for my mental well being. She called off the relationship and broke up with me.

Several weeks later she asked me if I was going with a group of college students to a planned outing to a symphony concert. I said yes. She told me she had planned on going, also. I didn't think much of it because she and I were not a couple any longer. Maybe I could talk to her at intermission? Or after the concert if we all go out in a group? Would she want to get back together??

Then on the evening of the concert, to my surprise, she and a new male friend showed up to the concert. They happened to be sitting in the row behind me two seats to my left. She then had the politeness (faux pas) of introducing her date to me personally and to my friends. Her new friend was taller than I, in a nice business suit, and more fit than myself.

I felt like the biggest loser in the whole concert hall. My brain froze up after the introduction and I couldn't focus on anything other than being polite and being stuck in my chair. (Suck it up buttercup! Be tough!) To this day I don't even remember hearing a note and what compositions were on the concert program. I definitely had a DHS. In my mind that girl should have been going to the concert with me! It was a year later when I started noticing my skin mole develop just inside my left hairline.

After recalling this story last fall, I thought for sure my skin mole was triggered by that situation.

The False Lead

I was expecting the mole to start to diminish and disappear. Because I found the DHS! Surely that was my DHS!

But nothing changed for 6 months. In fact, I think it got uglier and more plump! Ughh! I brought the story up with my experienced GNM practitioner with the hopes that I would trigger my brain relay to get rid of the embarrassing skin mole. Nothing changed.

The Real DHS

Now, well into the new year and spring on its way, I got to thinking if I had any similar situation to the story. Then, in the third week of April, I started to recall my second year in college. I was still living in my hometown. I was dating a cute girl and doing my best to get good grades.

Then one day…the elevator door opened. It was the other cute girl that seemed to always smile at me. Damn elevator. The doors have a stealthy way of closing and dimming the inside walls. And then I found myself and Miss "All-Smiles" heading up to the fourth floor…I think I had, how should I phrase it? Let's just say it was one hell-of-a-kissing-lesson on that elevator ride.

Now every time I would see her, the smile on her face made me smile. But I had a girlfriend, and Miss All-Smiles knew it, too! I should stay away from Miss All-Smiles. I told myself I would stay away from her. I did stay away from her. When I would see her, I did my best to be polite and mind my manners.

The next encounter with Miss All-Smiles was a complete surprise. I was at a — get this — a classical music recital. I was with my girlfriend and she was sitting to my right. I was surprised when someone came up from the row behind me, from my left. The person said with excitement, "Hi David!" hugged my shoulders, and pressed her cheek on my head.

Maybe it was a KISS!! Maybe it was a hug?? I don't remember!! But my girlfriend sure had a plethora of immediate questions. Would I shortly see a cat fight at intermission? I had hoped not!

But I had to sit in my chair the whole concert with my girlfriend next to me, not holding my hand, not speaking to me. She was right next to me and I was stuck in my chair for the whole performance. And you probably guessed it was the last date I had with that girlfriend.

This must have been my programming DHS! Was the mole protecting me because I thought my integrity was marred? I should have known better than to kiss another girl? It grew for a biological reason and meaning. GNM teaches us that.

The Healing

Fast forward many years. After recalling the feeling I had and thinking through that time in my life, within a day my skin mole had a small black mark on it. Within four days that black mark was a straight line up the middle of the skin mole. I noticed I would wake up with a sweaty pillow! Night sweats!

After a week it parted and started lightly bleeding. It was not a pretty sight, but I felt no irritating pain. It would only have a slight pain if I touched it or rubbed on my pillow at night. It scabbed little by little and slowly fell off in small pieces. After a month it was unnoticeable.

After 28 years of having a skin mole on my head, it disappeared within four weeks! I took pictures every few days to see how the healing progressed. I keep the pictures on my smartphone as documented proof. It's another case that proves GNM works and is here to stay!

After writing all this out, I grumble two words under my breath: "Damn elevator!"

The Mole that Disappeared:

04/26/2023

04/30/2023

05/05/2023

05/20/2023

05/21/23

05/23/23

David Lloyd’s Health Issues

Resolved and ALL Healed through understanding GNM.

2014

Lost my voice for 4 days
→ I was insulted by a family member but said nothing back out of fear, a “Fear of Repercussions Conflict”

2016

Right shoulder went out
→ Wife left the marriage; shoulders react to “I’m a bad partner” or “I’m a bad mother, or child to my parent” depending on handedness, my right shoulder is my “partner” side
Flu
→ Moved out of the house to an apartment; felt like I was left for dead by my soon-to-be ex wife, “fear for my existence conflict”

2017

Head cold
→ “Stink conflict”; realized my wife was already seeing someone, also my psyche was no longer smelling her in my life
Angina pectoris several instances
→ After divorce was finalized; lost my marriage, lost my wife, lost my home, all “Male Territorial Conflicts”

2018

Gout (right foot)
→ After the divorce; feelings of low self-worth after I lost my marriage, started when I was visiting my mother. Lasted 3-4 days. “Self-Devaluation Conflict (SDC)”

2019

Gout (left foot)
→ Again, while visiting my mother, my mother was very critical of me and my life. Lasted 3-4 days. “Self-Devaluation Conflict (SDC)”

2020

Hemorrhoids
→ “Identity Conflict”; “Who am I now?” that my business went empty with the pandemic hoax

2021

Sprained knee (no surgery, healed completely)
→ The Propaganda of a “Pandemic Second Wave”; Couldn’t move forward with my business; couldn’t go in the direction in life I wanted; why is the government fooling the population?? “Couldn’t move forward conflict; couldn’t go in the direction I wanted conflict”
Torn meniscus (no surgery, healed completely)
→ Couldn’t move forward with my business “Couldn’t move forward conflict; couldn’t go in the direction I wanted conflict”
Torn MCL (no surgery, healed completely)
→ Couldn’t move forward with my business “Couldn’t move forward conflict; couldn’t go in the direction I wanted conflict”
Facial swelling / bumps
→ I couldn’t get over feeling devalued because clients didn’t return, and I was embarrassed to be on crutches, “Feeling Soiled” and “Self-Devaluation Conflict (SDC)”.
Forehead acne
→ Feeling devalued while visiting my siblings; stories from our teen years kept coming up, “Feeling Soiled” and “Self-Devaluation Conflict (SDC)”.

2022

Nosebleeds
→ Snubbed by a woman and felt insulted; she moved in six doors down, same floor, same building, and I had no idea. “An Insult Conflict” and “Wanting to be Separated Conflict”

2023

Skin mole (1 cm wide, hairline — healed and disappeared)
→ After 25 years of embarrassment; stemmed from feeling my “integrity was marred” when a female friend surprised me with a kiss on the side of my head in front of my then-girlfriend. “My Integrity was Marred Conflict”
Colon healed from overgrowth
→ Bright red stool early morning, woke up profusely sweating, no pain whatsoever; happened the morning I was about to catch a flight for vacation. Vacations are often a time of release of things stuck in the psyche. The psyche will often relax and resolve conflicts while you’re on vacation. “I’m finally free from all the stress I have been enduring!” “Indigestible Morsel Conflict”

2024

Chest cold
→ Got spooked by a police officer pulling up behind me and following me for half a mile; connected to a past incident at age 16 when a police officer pointed a gun in my face, “Fear/Fright/Existence Conflict”.
Excessive ear wax (right ear — flushed out)
→ Kept wanting to hear from an adorable friend I wanted to date; a “Waiting to Hear” conflict
Testicular SBP (Cancer SBP)
→ After my mother’s death, and recalling when my ex went through a miscarriage — two profound losses: I lost a child, and 10 years later, I lost my mother. “Profound Loss Conflict”
Chest cold
Colon healed from overgrowth (second time)
→ Bright red stool in the evening, middle of the night, and morning; no pain whatsoever
Stomach Aches
→ “Undigestible conflict” — something hard to stomach or digest, figuratively or literally
Bleeding gums
→ Self-devaluation of the teeth and gums “Self-Devaluation Conflict (SDC)”.

2025

Sore throat
→ Fear of repercussions if I talked back “Fear of Repercussions Conflict”
Colon healed from overgrowth (third time)
→ Bright red stool in the evening, middle of the night, and morning; no pain whatsoever
Sprained foot
→ Read blog
Nasal passage completely blocked
→ “Stink conflict”
Chest cold
→ Got spooked by a half-flat tire in sub-freezing weather; fear conflict about not knowing if I’d make it home. “Fear/Fright/Existence Conflict”.

All Smiles and a Skin Mole